So this is not my day one or may be this is my last time i want to meet her i don't know from where to start but one thing i know for sure my story with her which i made in my mind is not going as per the plan the only thing I can do is to stop overthinking about the story with her and just stop talking with her, it's been 2-3 months and literally i tried that but i am unable to do it because whenever i try to forget her she msg me with any old msg, which she didn't responded earlier, but i think this time this story is not going to continue the same way like every time, this time i don't think i have any old massages with her or any thing else so, I think I can focus on my things, till she came in my life everything was going well, i started believing in god, everything around me was in good condition, but the moment she entered in my like so many good and bad things happened, and right now i am not in the mood of sharing my good experiences which i spent with her. let me start with the today happening , like everyday i massaged her on snap because i was blocked on WhatsApp by her and talked a little, the thing is that she always share her feeling but never listen mine that's what i think or may be overthink or may be i was not very valuable for her, Maybe she never thought me as not more than a friend, I think i tried my best to talk to her , and wanted to express my feelings, but she never allowed me to so i think that's it , i will share my overthink feelings with this blog, instead of reaching this feelings to her let it be hidden in the internet it will be much more easier then to keep these things in my mind and get stressed.